The real me..

Welcome Back

Soo… i haven’t been on here in forever and i’m sorry to anyone if theirs anyone out there that read my posts. Lately I’ve been so busy with work my gf my car which i feel is a child cause it sucks up all my time and my money. I got a new job and i’m happier then ever. Christmas is right around the corner and i’m panicking because i have almost nothing bought, But anyhoo, Heidi and i are great its been 8 and a half months and i am happier then ever :) shes different from the rest and I’ve been looking for that for some time now and i’m glad to say i finally found it :) she makes me smile everyday and cheers me up when i’m down. Surprises me out of the blue for no reason, i couldn’t ask for anything more! i wont bore you guys on my love life but things are going great these days and i’m never looking back. I’m going with the flow and moving right on ahead with life =)

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life

.. is pretty much amazing right now! i’m talking to this girl that is perfect in every way. I’m almost done paying my mechanic off for fixing my car. It’s getting warmer out slowly but surely. It’s getting closer and closer to senior week and a much needed vacation. I can’t wait to see what life throws at me from here on out. I’m ready for it all and i’m so excited about it. Lately i haven’t wanted to write anything cause I’ve been so stressed and you would think getting it all out would help but in reality when you wake up all your problems are still gonna be right there. But now it feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders and i can relax for a minute. I see things are looking up and i can enjoy life now and just go with it. :)

finally happiness

It was random that we met. I was hoping we would start talking and we did :) Ever since that day I’ve had a smile on my face and i know its because of you. Everything just clicks with us and it feels right. Ever since that party things just started rollin i’m glad i came that night. Its been like three days since you came over and it feels like its been a year! This summer is gonna be sooo much fun especially when we go to the beach. I haven’t been this happy in forever. I know your different from the rest and you prove it to me everyday. I hope we get closer cause i could deff get used to being with you everyday <3

Now on the other hand.. you know who you are and this is what i have to say to you. I’m done completely with you! you screwed me over one too many times. You had something great standing right in front of you and you threw that away. Yes i took you off Facebook cause i cant even stand the sight of your face. If your ever out with MY Friends ill pretend your not even there cause you mean nothing to me and thats the way it will stay. Don’t text me dont message me on Facebook dont do anything except leave me the hell alone! You don’t deserve to be with anyone with the way you treated me and I’m so done with your excuses, why don’t you just go gay and stop complaining about guys. You think you have it so hard, Bitch please you don’t know what responsibility is if the definition was staring you in the face on big bold letters. I hope to god you read this and i hope it upsets you. I hope you realize what you did to me and how i moved on and your still saying “idk” to life and crying to everyone about your problems. You can say whatever you want about me but you wanna know the difference between you and me… I’m not walking around everyday with a fake smile on my face like you are. I’m truly happy. peace!!!

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valentines day

i’m single and it sucks i see and hear about how happy ppl are on this day and it makes me feel even worse.. the girl i like is still confused and i wish she could see how happy she could really be but thats besides the point. I found out i have to pay 1200 dollars to fix my car.. god i love my life right now. ugh :(

I am obviously too sexy for a Valentine.

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I sat through 8 hours of cheer leading yesterday, and believe it or not it wasn’t that bad. You sat behind me the whole time and it helped me get through the day. I hate how things are between us and i wish they could change alot. I wish i could see you more and we talked all day like we used to. I think about you when your not around but the couple hours that we texted yesterday brought back all them feelings and thoughts I’ve had for you. lol as rough as you looked all sweaty and stuff from when you guys left the mat you still looked cute as hell with your new glasses <3  i couldn’t keep my eyes off you the whole day. I could be wrong but you maybe were you felt the same way all day? …. 

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